Thursday, December 26, 2013

Finally starting as a nurse!!

I am finally going to be a real nurse! After 2 years of worrying if I'll ever get hired, I finally am starting my journey! Although I am very excited about this new adventure, I am also very scared. I feel like I've been put back into nursing school again. After 2 years of being out of nursing school, it is a weird feeling to have to think about all of these things again. I hope I'll get the hang of things soon. I'm also kinda sad that I won't be able to spend as much time with Rhys. Let's face it...I'm really sad.

All I wanted to do today after I came home was hug him and kiss him. I don't know what I'm going to do when I won't be able to see him for more than a day because of my schedule!! I have been with this kid non-stop for the past 15 months! And now I'm spending a lot of time away from him. I just hope that he adjusts well to being in Daycare. Oh man I love that kid so much!!!! Sniff Sniff...

It sounds weird, but I'm already thinking about baby number 2! I mean, we're not gonna have a baby any time soon, but I am thinking about when the right time may be to start thinking about having another baby.

But first, I need to make sure that I can make it through these 90 days out alive! I can't even miss more than 2 days of work without an approval. That scares me a little cuz it's almost like a 3 strikes you're out deal. Hopefully Brian and Stephanie can help out during the next 3 months if we come across any emergencies with Rhys.

Waking up at 5:30 in the morning is not something I'm looking forward to...

I better go pray for a good day tomorrow and then hit the sack!!

Here is a pic of Rhys sleeping with his Tigger.